So it's been forever since I've updated.. yeah.

So much has been going on.. Caleb and Mallory are back together.  I would go into all the stuff she put him through, but I am just too tired.  Which is totally ridiculous because I've been sitting around doing nothing all day.  Annoying, but true.  But yeah.

I'm off for Christmas break!  Or, as the "politically correct" call it, "winter break."  Please.  You know, the country was founded on Christian principles, so why can't they just leave it alone?  What would happen if George Washington saw what the country has become?  I doubt if he would be thrilled.  But that's a rant I really don't want to go into.

So what else has been going on?  Hmm.. well, Ally has a new "crush" lol on her next-door neighbor.  And I like this guy Andrew that I made a myspace for.  Sad but true.  I really thought I could be above all that junk, but I don't know.. he just looks so much like the guy in my dreams.  Acts like him, too.  And he's so committed to the Lord.. but I didn't want this to become an entry all about Andrew.

I went to the beach last weekend with Stacey!  It was sooo much fun.  Everyone I told was like, what?  You went to the beach?  In the WINTER!  LOL but it was a lot of fun.  We went down there and got an oceanside room with a private balcony so Stacey and I woke up at 5:42 to watch the sunrise, although it was kind of cloudy because we had a call for snow so it just got lighter, instead of actually seeing the sun.  It was soo much fun though lol.

But not everything has been fun lately.  My friend in Oceanography is pregnant.  I thought for like 2 weeks that she was going to have an abortion, but she isn't, thank goodness.  My friend Ashley's sister was raped 2 weeks ago.  She said she was going for a walk, but she really went to see this guy from the Internet, and they found her like 10 hours later behind the truck stop.  She says she was raped, but she's a little wierd in the head, and she wouldn't let her dad call the police, so Stacey and I are wondering if she was telling the truth.  We don't say anything around Ashley though, because we know Ashley wouldn't lie.  But Ashley's dogs were taken away from her this morning.  She called me asking if she could come over and I was like, I'm so sorry, but my parents aren't home.  She understood and we talked for like an hour until she had to get off the phone to comfort her baby brother.  Ashley is such a sweet girl, but she has such a hard life.  She's kind of overweight, and so she gets picked on a lot, and this morning she sent out this email to her 4 best friends:

hey every, i just wanted to say thank you for being a friend! when i'm not around you, i feel empty, depressed, unloved,unwanted,...ect..seriously... i get picked on alot, i come home and cry just about everyday, and i always think about what would those moronic people do with out me here? but thanks to you, i'm alive... today, i saw someone from school at wal*mart, and they said they said some really bad things to me, so i went home and i cut myself... i don'y know if you know this orn ot, but a few years ago i use to cut myself, and i promissed myself it would never happen again...but it did. but the second after i did it, i thought about you, and what i would put you through, how you would feel loosing a friend. i lost my best friend when i was younger because her brother got mixed up in the wrong group of people, so one night they were going to kill him, but his sister katline was waling back from my house & tried to srop them, and she was shot. i felt was livning in hell when that heppened... i can't how many times i tried to kill myself. but thanks to God, i made it through. I'm not trying to get all "religious" on you, i'm just telling you why i'm here today. but you see, when i'm close to my friends, people think of me as the fat ugly poor girl, but when i'm arounf you, i'm happy to be me. i'm tired of living a double life, being all happy around one group of people, and depressed around another group of people. and i know i've heart some of ya'll before, and i'm sooo sorry PLEASE forgive me. and all ya'll are my heros... literally. if i didn't know you, i could be dead right now. and emily, i don't know if you realize it or not, but in 7th grade, you were my only friend, no one wanted to accept me, but you did, and one day an annon.. person told me i should just go home and kill myself, and i almost did, but then i thought about you, and i just couldn't do it. emily you are probally my best friend next to Jesus, you've been the wind beneath my wing, the best friend anyone could ask for... and I love ya girl, i know i pick on you alot, but it's cuz i love ya..... and stacey, you've just always listened to me and been there, and i hope we'll always be friends, and i'm sorry i ditch you for the freshmen, i promise i'll come & visit ya at lunch more often. and everyone else, you've just looked past what people see on the outside and seen who i truly am...thank you, you are the coolest people i know and i love you soooo much.just pray for me right now, and if you don't believe in God, you REALLY need to, I don't want to live knowing that one of my friends is going to hell. just continue to live your life, and when it you hit rock bottom, the only way to go is up.

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